xo,
S
Soooo...I totally called it. I said I'd be back at it in a year, and here I am a year and one month later! (ew, I really hate this font btw). I think it is time for a blog redesign, (I shouldn't even be allowed to call this a blog--it blows). The only reason I haven't deleted it is obviously because the name is cute. Maybe one day I will pull it together and have a direction for this thing. Stay tuned?
xo, S
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Well.....I don't really know where to begin. I had this goal to blog religiously when I started The Dahlhouse.....and that didn't really happen. I could blame it on laziness or the fact that I was working and going to school full-time, but then I see these amazing people who have full-time jobs and full-time blogs. How they do it I have no idea.
side note: I recently graduated with my AA finally! Next stop finishing my bachelors degree. Here's hoping I'm headed down the right path. Do you ever feel confident in a decision and then when you're deep down the path you start having doubts? Well, I decided upon majoring in elementary education. I was 110% sure this was my path. I'm passionate about it and LOVE working with kids, but recently I've been having doubts. Is this going to be a stable career? Will I be able to find a job, keep a job?! Do I reallllly have what it takes to be a teacher??? It's scary. I hope I'm making the right decision. Also, I had a come to jesus moment over my weight and overall health and think I'm finally at the place to seriously do something about it. Here's hoping summer 2015 will be a productive one! Random tid bit: Why is music so emotional?! I love/hate how it makes me feel because sometimes I get so nostalgic listening to music FOR NO REASON!!!! Some of the songs have no memories attached to them, but I feel so emotional listening to them...it's insane. I think I need to get back into therapy LOL. That's all for now....chat again soon.....ya know like maybe another year or two LOL god I suck at this haha! xo S 10:07PM Hi, me again, two in one night?! You lucky dogs, lol. I forgot to mention I have been also doing DIY projects around my house in my very rare spare time, and updating the shit out of my kitchen...before and after pics to come! :)
OH and my birthday is in ONE WEEK!!!!! eek. Shit is about to get real...well probs not, but it just felt right to say lol....ok GOODNIGHT foreal this time! Xx 9:30PM Hellooo out there!!! Anybody there? Anybody?! Bueller???
I am sure I lost any following I may have had when I disappeared for a few months...but I've been busy, dammit! This blog was supposed to be my way of coping with the difficulties of losing weight and so on, LOL! Then it somehow turned into me just bitching about stuff, you're welcome :P and then I got wrapped up in all my school and work bs...ugh. LET ME TELL YOU...this semester has been no picnic. It needs to end, seriously. I can't even (in my whitest white girl voice). It's been rough. Even though I seriously went MIA for a bit I always thought about this blog, and whoever read it, lol.. I even thought of turning it into a video blog instead, cuzzzz lez be honest, it would totally be an easier/lazier way to keep this up! Annnd it's not like I'm the greatest writer anyway, I really suck at punctuation when I'm rambling teehee! So, I thought it was a winning idea for a brief moment, haha. OMGGGGG HAPPY HALLOWEEN! I can't believe it took me this long to say it. I gotta say not a big fan of the Halloween anymore, lol. I might just be bitter though because I bought oodles of candy and didn't even get one trick o treater. Assholes. I still hate my neighbors, if you were wondering LOL. Back to the subject of Halloween though...I hope you all are enjoying it! I had about 8 mini kit kats tonight and of course feel sick now.. so there's that........ugh so much regret, damn you KIT KATS!! why you gotta be so delicious *sad face* but seriously I feel barfy so I am going to call it a night! I am glad to be back blogging though and hope this can last...LOVE YOU, MEAN IT! xx 6:23PM I know, I know...I went ghost on your asses, my bad. It's summer time what do you expect?! Lol. Also, thanks to my sister the last two days I've been glued to my couch watching orange is the new black. One more episode to go! Shit. What the hell am I gonna do when it's over?! Buzzkill ha. So let me catch you up on some recent drama. I hate my neighbors, like alllllllll my neighbors. There's this one family that we refer to as the big heads cause the wife has a giant hair-do and her kids have giant heads and I mean larger than Giuliana Rancic size heads lmaoo it's awkward, oh and she's a huge bitch too. Anywhoo, the other day I came home and there was a plastic bag in my driveway, near my garage door.....something told me to stop and not run over it and good thing cause it contained DOG SHIT. I was pissed..so I grabbed a broom and swept it to the fucking curb and flicked off the air with two hands, boom lol. Well a day goes by and it's still there. Then today the husband of big head had the nerve to stop my dad and basically bitch about it....not my fucking problem. I wanted to run out there and tell that mf to stay on his side of the street and mind his fucking business...especially since I think he's responsible for this shit, they have a dog. Also, if the bag of shit on my curb bothers you so much, pick it the fuck up. Ok.........I think I've been watching too much orange is the new black. Too much prison drama/attitude is rubbing off on me, lol shiiiit. Ok, let me go take some breaths and I'll do my best to post a couple times a week! Xo 8:52AM Morning everybody! Can I just tell you how much I love sleeping in and not having to wake up for work at 6am...lol. Oh yeah and can I also tell you how much I hate men??? Great. So I already told you how men turned me off so much so that I decided to be celibate until I met a decent guy, and at this rate that could be forever...Oh god I hope not! Well I ended up chatting on Facebook with this guy I sorta used to talk to and I woke up to a message from his ass being like "who's the girl with you in your profile pic".............really?! Fuck off. So naturally before I passive aggressively de-friended him I replied saying that's my married older sister *deuces emoji*. Lol. Guys are douche bags. The end. Ok I really need to go shower now because I'm 98% certain I stink! Chat soon. Xo 3:40PM Hi hi hi!! I've missed you! It's ridiculous how busy I've been feeling while also feeling completely lazy at the same time...lol. So last night was big time. My mom and her gal pals had a spare ticket to the Cher D2k tour which included Cyndi freaking Lauper as the opener...majorrrr! Anywhoo it was an amazing show and our seats were great! Although I really hated my outfit and hair sitch. Also, I was kinda hoping to pick up my new gay boyfriend there, but surprisingly that didn't happen...the only gay men near me were clearly on a date so I didn't think it was approp to chat either of them up. Total bummer. Plus they weren't as excited as I wanted them to be when Cher came out haha I'm just saying... Next week I am getting my hair done. I looove my hair dresser Alex (St. Paul Ficocellos) he's so fun. We always end up gossiping and talking shit lol. OMG AND the day after my hair appt I'm going to see John Legend in concert!!! I hope he's amazeballs.Also here's hoping my outfit is better at that concert...lol but seriously. Switching gears a bit. My new workout regimen begins tomorrow--wish me luck cause let's be honest...I'm gonna need it. Follow up to come...xo 12:30PM So I'm at work. Really fucking tired. I think a little bit has to do with the fact I had a nightmare... God that sounds so stupid, but I totally did. It was about a random solo nazi extremist who flew around in an old plane dropping out grenades and nazi flags and blowing shit up. It was super strange. Then he landed in my old backyard and came out of the plane with a gas mask on....it's giving me the heebie geebies as we speak. I even woke up during this dream(scared) and it continued when I went back to sleep. Total buzzkill. I'm crossing my fingers it doesn't happen again tonight. Another reason I'm so tired might be because my fucking yard workers were mowing the lawn and running their fucking leaf blowers until 10pm.....like excuse me that is not a reasonable hour for yardwork if you as me mofos! I was pissed, lol. Also. News flash..I'm super addicted to checking my horoscope. I'm not sure if I really buy into the whole idea of astrology, but my horoscopes and sign personality thingys are almost always spot on...like sometimes it's freaky how spot on they are!! Like for example, I agreed to work my job another year however I've been having some second thoughts because I feel like they aren't being clear with me about what to expect and I feel slightly taken for granted, AND my horoscope for today said exactly that...and was like just wait to make a decision as some information you want to know may be available soon... or something to that effect. How crazy. So needless to say I will be listening to my horoscope app and keep my cards close to my vest for now, lol. Welp, I'm too tired for this shit....will be in touch sooner than later! Xo 12:38PM Oh boy. Sorry I went MIA for a bit...it's been a whirlwind of a weekend! I'm wrapping up my last few days of work before summer vaca begins so I've been struggling to keep my mind off early vacation mode! It's quite the battle lol. I feel like so many things happened this weekend and at the moment I can't remember a single damn thing!! I got off early today (thank The Lord!) and sex and the city just came back on sooo once I remember all the shit I had to say I'll get back to you ...xo! 4:30PM Ooooof course. The day I decided to start working on my fitness goals and go for a walk outside........it rains. *side eye* I can't catch a break today. Good grief lol. So instead of working out I made five mozzarella sticks and turned on hgtv (guilty pleasures at it's finest). Lol. I'm over here maxing on fried cheese like heyy swim suit seasonnnn! The pool is opening real soon and I am far from ready...thank god it's private and in a heavily wooded area, lol! I will say though I am going to cleanse next week and really start working hard! I found some new motivation today...details to come. ;) ciao for now or should I say chow, lol! |
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